Well there is only 67 days until I take, essentially, the most important test in my life thus far. To add to the effects of the pressure I feel like my studying is not helping in the least bit. The countless pages of reading and rereading, the endless time spent in my room, and the friends I've made with Starbucks employees seems to not be enough. Yet I still feel that this day will not come fast enough. To say I'm nervous would be an understatement, seeing that every time I think of the morning of May 7th I go into a fit of tachycardia, become diaphoretic, and most of all the anxiety of doing horrible kicks in.
To reduce these crisis situations I have resorted to this blog, literally thousands of flash cards, and the thousands of pages in terms of review notes which Kaplan has assured me will work.
To refer back to the title...I have decided to kill it until May 7th and then...well live it up so to speak. I cannot count how many nights I've gotten into bed and imagined myself waking up to go wakeboarding or hanging out with friends and forgetting about everything. But those thoughts must be suppressed during the day to allow maximum time and focus to this test...and I will succeed!!!!!
Well off to Kaplan and until next time...
AK
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